Back to work I go

Okay so this is going to be short and sweet because I am a ball of emotions and won't make it much longer without bursting into tears. Tomorrow is my first day back at work. Part of me is happy I miss my partners and customers. I know so much has changed in their lives and I can't wait to catch up. But the majority of me is just really upset. I thought the 2nd time around would be easier, I mean I know what to expect I already did it with Aiden. But I have been the only one to care for Caleb. With Aiden I let him stay at my moms at 2 months and everyone was so excited for him being the first that I was never alone day in day out with him. But Caleb took longer to sleep through the night, my family is in a different place due to my aunts death, and I didn't want to share him. It is so hard I wish I had let him go earlier. He is so cute and fun and good baby. I am going to miss eating breakfast with him and talking to him. And did I mention I also got a
lot of time in with my big boy Aiden. He is turning into such a big boy and funny enough I think he is learning to play more with me and Matt and be a little less independent about play time. Now he is into puzzles and always wants company when he does them. He is learning to be such a big helper too. He is just a good kid and I love him so much. So I am going now and if you are a mom of little ones just remember it doesn't get easier. And let go earlier so it's not all at once. Whew I made it!

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