murdered by her 2nd husband in their home while her 14 year old son
was in the backyard. I know we will never know why he did this as he
took his own life as well, but everyday I ask why. She was 39 years
young and she and I hadn't spoken in years. I will always wonder why
the last years of her life God chose for us to be apart when for the
first 20 years of my life she was my best friend. I will never
understand why she didn't ask for help to leave this man. All I can do
is honor her memory and be there for her 2 kids who still have their
dad have to go on Living without the mother who was always cheering
them on at lifes biggest moments.i will have to stay strong for my
mother who always treated her sister as if she was her own daughter.
And my grandparents who should have never had to feel this much sorrow
in their lifetime. I wish I could have had her at my side during my
wedding. We would have had the best time. I wish she could have met my
Caleb and known my Aiden much much better. He would have loved her and
she would have just thought he was the most amazing kid as I do. I
wish she could have seen the woman, wife, and mother I have become. I
wish her husband was still Alice so I could scream and yell and beat
him. I wish he would have just killed himself. She was no where near
perfect and honestly had made some questionable decisions from my
point of view but she was a great mother and had a good heart. She was
the life of any party even if it wasn't a party to begin with! She was
amazing and she was my Tia who I grew up wantig to emulate so bad. I
miss her more then ever and I just want he to know she has always been
in my heart and I am so sorry. I will look after your babies and love
them as if my own. I lobe you Tia andrea.
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