I went to a funeral today of a lovely woman known to me as Grandma Lily. She wasn't my grandma but I grew up calling her that and always thought of her as my grandma. It was a lovely ceremony and she led a long full life. She went peacefully in her sleep, we should all be so lucky.
So I reflect tonight on life and what it means and how I want to live. When it comes down to it I may not like all aspects of my life now but I am happy. I want for nothing. Of course I would like many things but I truly want for nothing. My husband can be selfish and doesn't get how hard I work at home but those flaws pale in comparison to his love of me and our boys. I couldn't ask for a better father for my boys. He makes me laugh it's what I instantly fell in love with, his sense of humor. And even after almost 11 years together we still laugh. I can't wait until we are old and gray, laughing our asses off peeing our pants! My kids even this young are more amazing and give me more joy then I ever knew was possible. If I could just stay home and have babies I would be in heaven. Life is good and it is nice to just sit relax and enjoy what you work so hard to keep together every day.
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